the song, my ears have been stuck to =)
lovely

a whole week of procratination had taken place this mid sem break

what the hell am i doing?!

i just realise that i've got nothing done =X projects after projects are lining up for the taking..boooo...and i've got to submit the draft to eugene by tml..

Finance project:
is such a hassel! im so not a finance person...what mortgage, subprime, delinquency, cpf, ARM, FRM and everything about finance is driving me crazy! i sometimes wish im in the Arts...i kinda enjoy doing arts modules and doing well in them...ahhh oh well it's life..you cant get everything u want..numbers numbers numbers =(

i had 2 project meetings at my house yesterday...
what a life-less day

11-1 plus : A&F project - we are reseraching on carparks..tell me that this is cool...haha

2-4: Valuation project - valuing my house! haha pictures snap snap snap of my fantabulously designed house..at first it wasnt that productive..we sat around the dining table, trying to get things done but i realise there are so many things i dont even know about valuation..and the feeling really sucks..but after some help from an external source...everything became crystal clear =) thanks!

worst realisation of the day:

my edison-hunting day! i MISSED it! omg! CRAP! =( boooooo

American idol @ night,

i simply love Adam Lambert! he is my american idol! *smuackz* haha liyin say "isnt it too early to crown him??"
meet up with darling bestie and tyler for supper @ thomson:
our dream - is to live in the same neighbourhood, 4 houses in a row - one for marc, tyler, mich and myself! we put lots of thoughts into that plan of ours..haha it'll be so cool right?! share cooking oil =P lol (inside joke) marc! we'll fill u in about our plans when u get back from portugal! hahaa

and this is the photo that marc ask me to photoshop

mid sem break!
yippppeeeeee

no mid terms for me next week! *double yipppeee*

Wednesday.....

Lycans outing! our much anticipated outing...though the planning was rather slip-shaddy..it was still a great one la...what matters most is the time we spend altogether right...with eugene ang's forth finger theory to his Russel Peter's jokes haha

so lunch was @ fish&co. suntec city...food was alright but the service was simply bad as hell! they caused us to miss our movie! fortunate thing is we havent bought our tix as usual, we took super long to decide what to do next since our movie plans were cancelled...we walked to marina sq and decided to go for desserts! yummilicious...some of us suggested Anderson's ice cream @ Marina Square...

okay here's the story...we went into the cafe without using the proper entrance...i mean there wasnt any proper boundaries...just boards lining up the area...and guess what?! while we made ourselves comfortable on the sofas.. the waitress actually told us "this is an inapt way to enter our outlet..please use the other entrance" and of coz ...we went some place else!

in the end we managed to have dessert @ secret recipe and eugene lee joined us...and we also manage to catch our movie The Underworld- Rise of the Lycans! after so much merry go round....the show was alright...though i was lost most of the time n jian jian had to ans all my doubts! haha=P i wanna watch part 1 and 2! will rent it soon enough...underworld marathon @ my place anyone? hahawell anyway this is caderam...holding onto a size 44 levi's jeans...mind u! he was much bigger than that before! oops=X but he is fit as a bunny now! =Pafter lycans outing, kelly n i were suppose to MAMBO! when bp called n Pang Seh and everyone else did tooo...haha kelly dont worry i'm not angry with u! =P

so the happening pple who went for our mid sem mambo were kok, raj, ezann n i...booo how sad! luckily i've got tyler, brad and my darling bestie=)

anyway...im too tired to blog anymore...spent so long doing the pictures...blah! anyway for now..let the photos do the talking =P

Nite Nite -.-

family dinner on monday evening @ Mellben

Crabboliciousssssssssss=)

Bye bye cousin! we'll see you in May @ Perth =P

LOST!

im feeling very sian now becoz i lost a pair of my fav birkenstock
boo hooooooo=(

and i dont know how the hell did it get lost !
=(

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the very first SDE bowling Competition i organised..along with caderam, nana, leonard and bp

and it was a successssss! =) yippeessss!

would like to thank all those who participated in this event and made it a success=)

2 Left 2 Right! what a funny team name but yay we won! haha though i didnt bowl really well =P haha cannot bowl alr la! super chui...since i've lost interest in that sport 2 yrs ago, i've not have the urge to go bowling or training...an excuse for laziness..going to nus made me discover that there are so many things out there, other then just bowling and studies...and as time go by, interest for my once fav sport diminished from my life.... daddy always say it's such a waste...oh well..im happy with current life now..sooo yeah =)

well anyway, after giving out prizes for myself, we went to Marche for lunch! bowling dragged for so long that i felt a tinge of pain coming from my stomach...lunch lunch lunch! =P
we were suppose to watch a movie after lunch, but most of the tickets were sold out...was actually looking forward to a movie! it has been a long long time since i watched one=(
too bad....

instead, we went for dessert @ swensens vivocity
banana crumble with my fav sweet o'l fashion vanilla =)
and sticky chewy chocgreat day =)

CORRECTION!

no not cramps
went to see the doctor just now...and i've got GASTRIC...

how i got it? i'm not sure too..haha but i was in excruciating pain when i was coming back frm the doc..and pop 2 tablets, and im feeling so much better...instantaneously OK!

magical....i hope the pain wouldnt come back anymorethe 2 packets which saved me
=)

okay no more emo post from this one onwards =)

i finally heard from michelle=) n im sooo glad and relieve that she's alright

woke up this morning, and my stomach was in excruciating pain! omg pain pain pain!
i think it's CRAMPS, arghh i was screaming for dear life.... and it's still very pain right now
(now is 6.30pm)

my first ever cramps...i finally know how it feels to get it....

guess what...my bestie was experiencing the same thing yesteryda tooo..haha =X
bestie.....

anyway, that's the end of this post...because i need to lie down .........................

i am happy tough=)

thank you kelly! eugene lee! eugene ang! & jianjian! =)

famous amos cookies and err 2 pacs of tissue paper from zj =P
and jesmine darling for the hug=) really needed it

thanks for all the care, concern n support=)

i look normal on the outside when im around friends, busy with sch work. but my mind lingers off when im alone...

just like this morning, i was sitting at the busstop, waiting for the bus to arrive...but i was daydreaming all the while that i missed my bus...

what's on my mind?
my bestie.
i cant help it
you may think it's silly, but im thinking of what im gonna say when i see my bestie...will i break down? no no, i've got to be strong

im not suppose to see her until 49 days have passed because my ah ma just passed away too. it's some superstition thingy in which my mom is very particular of..
what kinda best friend am i huh?
i hope she'll understand, and im feeling very bad... 49 days is such a long long time

i read what she wrote on facebook, and tears started streaming down my cheeks. no matter how many times i read it, the same thing happens.

her mom is such a great person, a great mom, always understanding, patient and gentle.

i've been going to mich's place since sec 1, for tuition and for whatever reasons u can think of, her mom is always so welcoming, making sure we've got enough to eat, enough to drink, comfortable. She even cooked dinner for me...and mich n i will have that after chem tuition.. she helped us make our very first potato salad...she made mooncakes for us...

i'll definitely miss her dearly....

what a nightmarish week this had been for me...

and i wished time could just turn back, when everybody was happy, smiling, and living.

im very emo, and and still is...if u know me well enough, you'll prolly know i cry very easily..that's what caderam said

a week before today, daddy received a call, and immediately we rushed to the hospital, tears already streaming down my cheeks while we were still in the car..for the first time, i saw daddy tear...

mommy was concentrating n speeding down thomson road to get us there as fast as we could

we were too late when we got there, she was already gone..no last words, no one was there to see her off..ah mah died peacefully in her sleep, her heart stopped beating. after a year of fighting, she finally gave in...it was simply heart ranching when i saw her lying motionlessly on the hospital bed..i kept telling myself, "she'll come around! she'll come around"

the last time i saw her, she was still well, still able to talk, to smile like she always does when she sees me...without fail, she'll say "study hard peiru, my guai granddaughter" in hokkein..she'll always chase us home, ask daddy n mommy to go home and carry on with our own stuff, she was craving for mandarin orange, and insisted on having one..so i peeled one for her..nv had i knew, that was the last mandarin orange i peeled for her....

on Wednesday night, i received another piece of bad news..omg..i felt like my world has fallen apart..what's happening! am i still caught up in my nightmare..it seems like it will nv end..
life is so vulnerable...i've got to stay strong, not only for my parents, but also for my bestie...
to be there for her whenever she needs me...

always in my heart

one week has passed, and it's time to step out of the nightmare, and move on...
i keept repeating "cherish" because this week has taught me, the most impt thing in life, to cherish everyone around me, family n friends

i am very grateful to the wonderful friends i have, kelly, zijian, caderam, tyler, marcus and kok(BFS) for being there for me when i needed someone to talk to..
thanks for cheering me up with that clown face of yours=)

a solemn Valentine Day for me..

but thanks for all the flowers n card Izaac=)

it really made my dayremembering you from Singapore=)

Strong

tears.

cherish the ones u love, when u still can.

Bestie, stay strong, we'll get thru this tgt.

BFF

the 3 spoilt brats will always be there for you

life...

hey people...photos will be posted on facebook soon..i wont be posting it on my blog

no mood to blog anyway

cherish the ones you love...

aah chooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! arghhhh *sniff sniff* caught the flu bug yet again! i had fever last saturday, i think it was quite bad. I dont know what temperature i was running last week, coz i couldnt find the Thermometer! couldnt move, talk, eat last Saturday. it got better on Sunday (thank god!) and monday was okay...until this morning! cough n flu, and luckily there was only 1 lecture today..finance was cancelled because the lecturer is sick too..sigh everyone getting sick

anyway im having such a hard time writing an Essay about myself in German! my german capabilities are rather limited as of now..wahh headache.... i need a german tutor!!!! i feel so handicap for words now, checking the dictionary for the spelling and all..
haha im always lost in class (yes, i know you'll say "what's new?") =P

monday was such a bad day..because i forgot where my german class was held..n i went into the wrong classroom..and it was a Chinese class! haha so embarrassing =P

and do u know, every german nouns have a gender - male, female n neuter stuck to it, so we've got to memorise all of that! plus there are 7 form of plural nouns .... save me please!

tuesday was a great day =) it has been a long long time since we've met up..and you keep laughing at the stuff i say..it's logical okay! =P haha

We went to Bugis last night for dinner and some shopping. Incidently, we got spotted by 2 groups of pple..haha so drama..GG =P

well anyway i enjoyed last night very much, and till next time..we'll complete that long shopping list of yours =)

till next CNY...

last night in Malaysia, after last night's craziness, i woke up feeling very very very tired still though i've had so many hours of sleeeeeep..haha, everyone's tired already after all the visiting, gambling, cooking and chatting, but the spirit is still kept high in grandma's house..

haha i want to capture everyone's face while they look at their cards for a Jack/King/Queen and an Ace..haha but only manage to snap a few..today Shin Hong, Fei's bf turn to be the Big Banker...haha he is also on a lucky streak..win so much money, but eventually lose most of it when my mommy came to play..haha
highlight of the evening, is that of SUPPER! or like they say CHA MEEEEE! 10 packets of Cha Mee just to feed the entire family! hahaha yummy yummy yummy! so much nicer then Singapore's..ahahaa and as the night draws near to a close, i've decided, we need to take a group photo!

i luv u all

not a v happy night...because i received a sms from dear kelly, there will be a quiz on thursday, and today is wed! omg! n im not even in singapore...only driving back at noon tml...darn it! im gonna miss the quiz...no way i can rush back now..i checked my email the night before, but there was no email regarding a quiz..and kelly say she only received it at 9pm...oh god! save me! what a last mintute notice..what kinda shit person would schedule a quiz during CNY period! dont u know that we're celebrating the new year! and we're very busy with our families! arghhh so angry..worse thing..i emailed him the next morning asking him whether there's a make up quiz..and he just said "sorry, no make up"

#@*#$@!&^%$@#@!*#!)@*&@!

CousinsTalks

let's continue recounting the things that i've been up to while im away in Malaysia for CNY

day 2 of the CNY

woke up pretty late in the afternoon, i think 12? and we've got to hurry hurry to Dingie's house for lunch & dinner, my ahyi is such a wonderful cook! everything was deliciously delicious! from chicken feet to red wine pork to salted vege duck soup, everything was fabulous!=)

after eating, they cleared the table and of course another deck of cards made it to the table, this time Uncle Ding was the banker, he's luck was so good that the pile of money kept increasing and everyone was screaming! haha i lose money that day...boo hooo so better to get out of it before losing too much..so the big cousins decided "okay! we shall go out!"

haha crap, i didnt prepare any clothes to go out, haha ahhh who cares! no one knows me here...shorts n tees will do =P

so a night of cousins only outing, out of grandma's house, without parents by our side...my parents were at first skeptical, but after all those nagging they reluctantly let me go..haha we went to The Curve, dont exactly know where is that, so i just follow...
Heng Yi says , Whatever happened in Scarlet, Stays in Scarlet! okay so i shant drag too much into it, let the photos do the talking ...

a night of great music and drinks and of course not forgetting the great company!=)

i luv my cousins

the rest of the photos are on facebooook=)